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Sunday, November 26, 2017

Ha maroh maroh

Jgnlah marah kat A time kau rasa marah kat B
Jgnlah marah kat B time kau rasa stress kat A 
Jgn lah marah marah org sesuka hati 
Sekuat mana org tu 
Sebaik mana org tu
Sesabar mana org tu 
Kalau kena marah mesti dia terasa jgk
Walaupun sedikit
Lagi lagi org tua bila kena marah dgn org muda 
:( kesiann

Sestresss mana kita, segeram mana kita dgn org tu, lagi lagi dgn parent kita. Dgn nenek atuk kita, 
Jgnla marah dorg. 
Istifar jelah dlm hati byk byk 
Nangis jela senyap2,
Buat cenni lebih baik dari kita melukakn hati dorg
Nampk mcm lopek, mcm lemah,
Tapi percayalah, ini bukan lopek bukan lemah,
This is what u call respect and tanggungjawab.
Tanggungjawab terhadap org tua. 

Tuhan tak zalim, boleh jadi ini satu ujian dari tuhan.
Sebaik mana kita dgn ibu bapa/ atuk nenek/ inshaallah,
Seperti itu jugalah layanan kita bakal dpt dri bakal2 zuriat dan bakal2 cucu kita.

Dorg kn org tua, apasalahnya kita mengalah :) 
Kalau tak tahan sgt, senyum ckp ok, pastu angkat kaki
Kalau kena tahan telinga dihina dicaci difitnah, tahan jela , masuk telinga kiri keluar telinga kanan takpun pasang earfon kat telinga hukhuk 
Kalau kena pukul, keganasan, ha tu lain citer. Kau kena repot polis! Huhu 

Tidakkah kita sedar,
Atas setiap rasa dan perasaan yg hadir dlm hati kita semua adalah ketentuan tuhan dan atas dari keizinan tuhan ?

Siapalah kita untuk melawan takdirnya, 
Setiap sakit dan sayang yg hadir adalah tggjwb dari tuhan, adakah kita tetap bersyukur dgn tuhan atau sebaliknya? 
Kita hanyalah hamba yg tidak punya apa2 hak, semua yg hadir dan ada dlm hidup ini adalah dari ihsan sang tuhan. 
Taraf hamba yg tak mungkin pernah hilang dari diri seorang bergelar manusia.

Saturday, November 25, 2017

Member

what a night..

kawan baik ?
kawan paling baik?
kawan yg sangat baik?

well, they seems to share the same word but they have different meaning tho..

aku bukan byk sgt kawan ,  tapi kalau lebih dari 1 dikira banyak, so. yeah kira aku ada byk kawan laaa hahahh

Well, i found many friends. Ofcoz la kan.

Kawan baik? Define kwn baik dulu boleh? Haha

Andai kawan baik means kawan yg share their problem, secrets with you and trust you,
I have many
Andai kawan baik means kawan yg ada time kau susah dan sedang, tak kira masa,
 I have pleanty.
Andai kawan baik means kawan yg faham kau, kenal kau, cam kau and know so much about you.
 I have a few.
Andai kawan baik means kawan yg ada anytime whenever u need them without you have to tell them that you got a problem, but they knew it already, yeah
i think i got one. Heheheh (lucky me, jgn jeles k)

Hey. Its not that i catogarized all my friends,
Cant you see that i have many kawan baik!!! 😆😆
#amsogratefulboutit #theyreallgreat #iloveeachandeveryofthem

What i mean is kawan baik can be defined as how u want it to be.
Some may define kawan baik tu yg selalu blnja makan. Who knows. Haha
Mungkin jgk yg kasi pinjam duit? Hahah
See what i mean? You define your own definition.
Because there is no right or wrong answers and no body should make that for you.
Because different people have differnt kind of kawan that they like and comfortable with.
Just respect that fact please.

One thing as human,
we should realize and respect is,
each and everyone of us is different.
This is fact.

Why?

We think differently
We like differently
We dislike differently
We even walk differently tho.

So why expect we are all the same.
Try not to be surprised with anything new or anything different than you.
Just respect the differences okay?
 Even if you are not accepting the differences, just respect it. Plewsh.
 Homaiged, dari kawan sampai ke respect aku melalut. Hahaha what de. Kkk that all bye. Mwah!










Wednesday, November 15, 2017

now


things are hard now.

i cant focus on what i want to do

what i want to change

what i want to achieve

realizing life is not a game and every second is once in a life time, im freak out.

i think im not scared of the future

i think im not scared of myself

i think im not scared of the things that i do not know,

truth is, im scared of everything

i guess im just a loser now.

im in the phase of finding myself back.

the monster or the angel

i dont know.