now

things are hard now.

i cant focus on what i want to do

what i want to change

what i want to achieve

realizing life is not a game and every second is once in a life time, im freak out.

i think im not scared of the future

i think im not scared of myself

i think im not scared of the things that i do not know,

truth is, im scared of everything

i guess im just a loser now.

im in the phase of finding myself back.

the monster or the angel

i dont know.